i need to declutter. my space, my clothes, my mind. I need to get rid of things that only wait there to be used. too much information, nothing is real anymore. i want real things, i crave tangible experiences, the ones that will stay with me. I forget a lot. my phone has become my refuge anytime I don’t know or can’t remember. I need my mind back. it was beautiful when I had it. however, it got lost in the constant flow of information, plethora of content and overwhelming amount of artificially evoked feelings.

I miss feeling things slowly, getting to know myself better through them. I can’t stand moving on quickly. from now on I will savor my feelings, so that beauty comes out of them. not perfection- beauty. different things, I’m finding out.