posprzątałam auto i szafę, przygotowałam notion, odebrałam milenkę, kupiłam sukienkę, siedzę w karmie, idę do kina

art as a way of getting by. making, creating as a means to an end. we torture ourselves with thoughts, while the best things happen when we just let them flow, let them be as they are, without overcomplicating. one must get bored to truly get to know the self and the world and without curiosity knowing is impossible. I wish to stay in the process, continuing it forever. for the longest time I’ve been living in my head, in my dreams, in the future. present day used to skip me unnoticed, I’d rather fantasized. but it’s so precious the now, so dear.